Love is the most complicated thing in the world. I believe it to be.
As of now, I see love as this big mean bully laughing at me while giving me the worst wedgie of life. So love is quite cruel to me yet I know it is so difficult to resist.
Love captures me and makes me spin and smile and...and ..why is love such an oxymoron?
But wait...God is love. God is not complicated nor cruel. Nor is He a bully. God is the one thing that actually makes me want and need to love. Because God's love is so beautiful. God's love is eternal and it is this indescribable thing that gives me life.
I love LOVE.
I need love.
Right now i'm facing some hardships with this love thing.
I wait to LOVE a person because love is sacred. Love shouldnt be JUST a word that is thrown around like any other word in the English language. "I love this. I love that. blah blah blah."
If I say "I love you" then I will mean it with every bone in my body. With every sense in my mind. With every living thing that lives in me.
I care so much for my boyfriend. I care soo deeply for him that he has forever more kept a piece of my heart because I have given so far 2 months of my life to him. BUT, if something were to happen and we no longer boyfriend and girlfriend, then even though he has that little piece of my heart, I still have the most important part and that piece I will not give to anyone until I marry. But again there there is yet another piece of my heart that makes my heart whole. That piece belongs to God. He has my whole heart. :) So how far will you take love, and to whome will this sacred word be passed to.
Funny thing is, to share your love with another, is to share the word of God. To share who God is.
I love so many things, but I dare not let love for another person or thing surpass my love for God. <3
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