I'm a lost little tear drop consumed in an ocean. My role in life is just as necessary to build that ocean; nonetheless, I feel swallowed and drowned by the weight of life.
If I could watch my life through a TV set, I could say that the above description is not at all who I am. Lately I've been needed.
I've been in movement. Needed everywhere.
Perhaps the feeling of being needed more than ever in my life at this point in time, has allowed me to compare now and before.
These new pair of eyes have also left me questioning...what about tomorrow.
What happens tomorrow?
Will I be needed?
Then there was an even 'greater' question that has only been given the title of "greater" because of the emotional shake it gave me.
Will I be needed?
You: "Woah woah woah...umm..didnt you just ask that before?"
Me: Nope. Wanna' know why?..because I'm asking a different sense of "Will I be needed?"
When I say "needed", this time I mean, will one day someone come to me and say...I need you...in my LIFE.
I think people over use the word NEED, just as much as they overuse the word LOVE.
NEED & LOVE
2 very important word in our lives. So meaningful. So overused. Both small little 4 letter words. Is it possible that one might mean almost the same thing as the other.
Is love not needed?
I admit, at the start of writing this blog I knew what I felt but I didn't know how to say it. As I finish this blog, I see how I've left with more questions at hand now than before. Questions keep us going. If we knew the answer to everything..then how boring and expected would life be.
Matthew 6:36
"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."
